How to begin the initiation into the role of your own inner cosmic artist

Beautiful soul,

The cosmic artist lives within us all

It is important to remember the balance that is needed to have a healthy flow of energy and creativity.

The balance is found in peaceful moments.

The balance is found in surrendering the moment up to the version of you that isn’t void of fear,

But that surrenders to the knowing that fear can’t have its hold on you if you refuse to let it stop you.

The moment you give into fear is the moment you doubt yourself.

She just wants you to acknowledge her

Not push her away.

The fear and the doubt are your reminders-

They let you know “hey, this envokes a feeling I don’t enjoy!!”

Learning to find the things that enliven you and your existence, 

The things that open you to yourself. The door back to your essence.

When you feel you are truly YOU, 

FULLY true to your heart,

You remember that you’ve always known how to love so deeply that it hurts

You’ve always known how to speak straight to someone’s heart, to their soul.

Because we all hold this gift. The gift of love and presence.

But you can’t share this with the world if you are given the most wonderful and incredible gift, that will shift your entire reality-

But you don’t even allow yourself to feel and experience this gift. 

Now it is time to let your inner cosmic artist in, and embrace them.

Your cosmic artist is the architect.

They live, love, and breathe creation.

Take a moment to realize that in this very moment you actually are this version.

They are you and you are them.

Think back on your life 

And think for a moment about how many times you were able to tap into this flow.

What emotions were you feeling?

How did you enter this state of being?

If these feel few and far between for you,

I have been there.

And it was ultimately because I refused to listen to my body.

My mind reeled and my body followed suit.

But this pattern and cycle can be broken.

Start with being grateful for what you have today.

Be grateful for what is to come tomorrow.

Let go of the need to know or control the outcome

I promise you that your surrender to the unknown is going to bring you the most benefit.

Dedication to who you know yourself to be is the key.

Remember you are always capable and able to be who you want to be. And live the life you want to live.

Because the truth is you can’t avoid the unknown no matter how hard you try. 

Embrace your inner chaos, 

Your beauty,

Your strangeness

Your weirdness 

Your unique expression

No one can take that from you.

Don’t rob yourself of your own greatness.

And don’t forget, your desires want you.

The universe wants you.

We need you. 

The world needs your unique expression.

Are you ready to embody your cosmic artist?